When there is a war ... may be winning or defeat will come along as a consequence which can barely be predicted ! but there is one element which always holds true ...it goes this way " a warrior who dies with pride ..wins everything "
Now its often said love along with war ..its true as these are what the extremes of human emotions are .. and defeat is never ever cherished in any case of the the two ! but whatever it may be pride will always be the best thing one will have .. and yes its true may be others and even everyone else may never ever know what was the worth of pride for u ..but one must always know that leave alone the world the only person who u will have to face will be "you yourself " and it feels hell if u cant keep up the pride with your life ... atleast for the sake of dreams one cant give up this element of honor and be on knees to beg for that share of happiness which you wanted to share with a person !
One can always hope .. keep up the faith .. but until when ! even the silence of the mountains break up with rage ! there is no fact of selfishness or madness but when someone is the very essence of your life and you find suddenly that your dreams ..are going away far from your life .. just because the world of yours is just a waiting rose for some one else ..you find a hundred reasons to make yourself understand the fact that she is in love with someone better ..and waiting for her with all her hopes ... may be then one will always hear a word running down from heaven which will be spelled as "sacrifice " !
Forget about the spelled word ..recall the word in you termed as self respect ! even after your each words failed to make itself understood ..even after the words of you being rejected never got into the brain ! yes now comes the most funniest element of human body ..which got the job of voluntarily doing its work even when the human body is non functional the "heart " the root ailment of all problems that will inspire with great stories .. beat out of its rhythm when you see her ..and will fill your dreams with hopes ! and again one is up with a smile ... but that being shameless not hopeless must end one fine day ... one cant end up answering himself ! " yes i loved her ...even tried to make her know this although that stuff was nothing more than a worthless piece of news for her ..but still i joined back all my hope and what ?? ... for whom will u make ur dreams up into life ! what will be all life about .. one might just end up being that piece of paper which had a lovely poem of life written and was handed over to a blind who even was deaf ! " nothing in this world can then make it worth full until that piece of stuff goes to a place of utility blown with the wind called time ..
May be ... ending up selfish ... not being polite to life .. but i have taken them all back from life .. looking at the eyes of the most loved person and finding the eyes filled with love for someone else is the best defeat u can have .. not even a drop of blood yet painful than death .. and loosing all pride !
I have no one to answer .. but me ..let it not go begging on knees for happiness ..ofcourse with the sword of self respect i kill all those words and dreams of mine ... this stuff is painful but with pride ..i can just utter " For PRIDE ... taking back each word and dream... "
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