Most beautiful dream .....

I closed my eyes with a smile ...
The blue ocean was all i could see ..with the waves touching the lovely earth ..
standing with u on the crystals of sand ...
I was as happy as the rising sun ...

The glow of the sky was in your eyes....
and you seemed as the most beautiful pearl of the oceans...
The breeze around filled the air with the aroma of the most beautiful buds ..blooming into flowers ..
Staring at you ..i forgot the beauty of the rising heavenly clusters .... the sun . the moon .
I was in love with u ... could just see myself in your eyes ..... '
Your lips uttered the softest voice ...
the charm of which even calmed the roaring oceans .... even the water would be sweet ... if it touched your lips ....
Making me amazed i just uttered !! " IS this a dream !!"

A crab from those crystals of sand ..gave a cut on my toes ...
I was bleeding with pain ...i just blinked my eyes ....
It was just so dark around ..with my eyes open wide ...
I was smiling though the tears were rolling down my eyes ...
I Just wiped them off and ...walked ahead .. walked and walked as long and far as i could ...
But deep in my heart i knew ... " I HAD SEEN THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DREAM ...."

NOW . I WONT .....

Each moment passed with u .. in my thoughts .
Now i wont let the moments haunt me again ...
Your smiles were the prettiest ...
Now i wont stare back again ..it haunts me more ..
I wanted to close my eyes holding your hands ..
Now i wont ..some memories have already buried me alive .in the grave ..
Each night i was in paradise ..where u were my angel ...
Now i wont ever dream .it has already given me many sleepless nights ...
I had fallen in love with you ...
Now i wont ..i have fallen deeper in pain ..
I LOVE YOU ....
Now i wont blame you ... i have blamed and cursed myself for it loved u ..
Now i wont fall on my knees to beg life for happiness...
Now i wont let the sky mock at my tears ..
Now i wont even be in love with life ...
Even now i wont believe my heart was true ... coz it loved u ...

JUST forget it ...........

If i close my eyes ..i find u on my mind ...
But then a silent whisper comes ,saying " just forget it ! "

If i turn the lovely pages of my life ..i find u on each page ..smiling like angel..
But then those pages end with a tag ," just forget it ! "

If i see a dream , where in i see angels and paradise ... i find u as the prettiest angel of all ..
But then the dream gets shattered ..when the hell sounds ," just forget it !"

If i hold on a breath out of the busy life .,, i find u as a reason to smile ...
But then ..I find a kick of time yelling at me ," just forget it ! "

If i am crying and smiling for no reasons whatsoever ..i find u in my thoughts ...
But then i have to give a deadly laugh and say ...,"just forget it !"

AND .. If its a battle field ..where i got to fight ..i find u .. as the only reason to win ...
But then with my last drop of blood dipped on the sword says .., " just forget it ! "


Getting a life of these if and but !!! If god asks me to live
I will answer " just forget it ! "

A life of mine without my angel " JUST FORGET IT ! " .............................